I see.

Well. ;D I am back from Australia, eh, the sadness of it all, school tomorrow - maths. I am too lazy to write about what happened for the past week so I shall just skip..most of it.

It was awesome. ;D Yay for awesomeness, we were at Brisbane ( How do you pronounce it eh? ) and then we went to Tasmania to visit Ben's homestay, and his dear homestay mother, Gizella. ^__^ I mostly enjoyed the Tasmania part but Brisbane was good, too bad I didn't see Whristine. >__
Tasmania was cold, as ever, having uber sensitive parents has a downfall, when I entered Ben's room, it was so hot and stuffy. D: How can people survive having the heater on like that, who knows. ANYWAY. ;D She has two doggies, and they are so cuteee. Gypsy and Zeus, the dogs, are awesome. I miss them already. D:
Wow, I kept skipping so much, I don't even know where or what to say now. XD

Ben and I were suppose to update this blog..like on Friday but laziness was something that we couldn't avoid so ta-da.

By the way, everyone must read Twilight and New Moon, kay? ;D Good. I will post later, or tomorrow, or the next day.

And remember it isn't "My family and me" it is "My family and I". There is always time for English lessons. ;D

MSN and the world is out to get me.

Well, mostly MSN anyway.
Damned thing, not working for two days now.
-___-;; I tried deleting it and reinstalling and downloading, and banging my keyboard.
Nothing worked but the banging my keyboard part made me feel good.

WTFHISWRONGWITHYOUMSN?
ARE YOU AGAINST ME? HUH?
Be a man and just say so, don't play stupid.
WHICH YOU PROBABLY ARE. =O

Yes everyone, MSN is evil.
Just because I ate KitKat and didn't bother sharing.

And this concludes Angel rant for today. ^___^
Never trust MSN.

The song “I Am, You Are, We Are Australian” paints a far more positive image of Australia, of a country where all its cultural, religious, political and individual differences are put aside voluntarily by everyone so as to achieve a community of peace, harmony and all the other good things communal spirit hopes to bring. Hah.

The song proceeds in a semblance of chronological order, beginning from the ‘dreamtime’ of the Aboriginals who believe it is from then onwards they were created to the arrival of the white people onboard prison ships to recent – and not so recent – local culture and finally to the ‘spirit’ of the land itself. Very nice underlying message, and now on to my thoughts.

The common pattern throughout the entire song is how almost every verse ends with “I am Australian”. This is no doubt used to suggest to anyone who happened to be listening to the song that Australia is all one big happy family. It does its job quite well, but some of its contents are exaggerations, especially the part of the chorus where it says ‘from all the lands on earth, we come’. Only the Aborigines and the white settlers are clearly and definitely mentioned. A passing implication of the presence of Chinese was in the line ‘I'm the daughter of a digger who sought the mother lode.’ The Chinese were indeed there when the Gold Rush occurred in parts of Australia, but really, who else but a literary student or an otherwise insanely curious person would bother to ‘read in between the lines’ so meticulously?

Sad to say, the current attitude of Australians is not supportive of this song. I really wish it could be but self-experiences prove otherwise. Interestingly – or maybe not at all, really – it is only the descendents of the white settlers which demonstrate publicly their discrimination of … anything you care to name. There is an unspoken law buzzing around through the heads of people and around the air which says, ‘if you’re not one of us, you’re fair game.’ But not all of the whites are despicable individuals with a lack of depth of compassion or understanding whatsoever. There are many which exhibit characteristics totally opposite of mainstream attitudes. Oh yes, it has become so chronic I have labeled it mainstream. What is that to say of their culture, I wonder? How do you ponder and look at your own people when I say as much as I have now? But I digress.

These people, the exception to the rule I could say but there are far too many of them to be considered anomalies, are wonderful. They frankly could not care less what skin color you have, where you come from and whether you use a fork or spoon to eat your food with. They’ll talk to you and try to know you, even with all the barriers either we or our society have erected around us. These I cherish, though admittedly I don’t get along with some of them. But this, at least, is for a purely innocent reason: that we are too different in thoughts and personalities to be compatible. I would honestly rather people hate me for my mindset than for my origins. That way, they at least have reasonable grounds for feeling so.

cruel and unusual

Thou hast been duped.

Those of you reading this most probably stopped by my blog expecting an update because you've been paying attention to my MSN personal message. Well, I lied. There are no new updates. Why? Because I am too lazy. May my squeeps echo throughout the universe with its all-powerful animalistic cuteness.
racism is as much a disease of the mind as religion is. and perhaps because of that, i am not so different from the religious of whom i have spurned so mightily in the past.

but at least i won't give up my daughter's body as sexual bait to save the virginity of a total male stranger. then again, the Bible's an ass that way.

of tasmania and things

It's been so long since I last posted here. I wonder if there's still anybody out there who comes by and checks in once in awhile for content? Probably not. As interesting as my posts are, it's been near .. what .. a month or so since the last update? Something like that, long enough.

Gawd. Gawd. I love Tasmania.

There are still the few assholes here and there who are racist enough to raise their voice in public now and again, and it surely sucks when you miss the bus back home on Sundays and the only other one going anywhere near your area is an hour and a half's wait away ... but besides that, it's everything I could have hoped and wished for. After getting used to the weather here, it's even more than that. Nothing like a cold, refreshing morning breeze blowing in your face to get you started for the day.

Odd though, I miss home more than ever. Family, friends. My newly renovated room which I only got to enjoy for around two weeks before moving off to Tasmania. The suckage. The pure and overwhelming suckage. More importantly, the family and friends issue. Still pissed about the room, though.

I haven't got any photos yet. Never bothered getting around to taking any, though I eventually will, I'm sure. Firstly, it's going to be pictures of my homestay mates: Minji, the 15 year old Korean girl. Michio, the 16 year old Japanese boy. And Haeri, the 13 year old Korean girl. Read that, thirteen years old! I didn't know such young people were allowed out of their parents' protection. Caitlin's eager about Michio's picture because I've said he's quite good looking, but hell would I know for sure; I'm a guy myself.

The devil's temptation World of Warcraft is consuming my soouuulll. Anyone heard of it? Oh I bet you have. The hype is not exaggerated. It is that. Freakin'. Good. I'm exercising some willpower over myself now and not playing as much anymore but God, how I wish I could. How I wish I could ... -twitches all over-

Anyway, I'll continue this post some other day. I've been getting into Stephen King's novels recently and they're scaring me so much I don't dare stay up after 11 anymore. It's the clowns. I see them everywhere. Their sickly pus-green grins, and the inhuman twirls of their blood crimson hair. Oh, the balloons in their hands with all the whimsical animal shapes. They float. But we all float. We all float when we die. Die. Die. We all float.

Ehem. Right. Signing off.

P.S I hate it when people say 'Tassie'. Sweet Jeezus, what's wrong with 'Tasmania'? It sounds a lot less disgustingly Barney-ish in any case.

Usa-chan

Oh oh, guess what?
I might get a rabbit, yeah, I thought of everything (I lied), well, almost everything.
I am gonna name her Beatrix, nope not from the Harry Potter Book, stupid.
Look up what it means, it means Blessed.
What else means Blessed?
Benedict.
So if you are not stupid, find the connection.

Yep, I love my big brother lots. <3

Though Beatrix has a bad history. :/
"From Viatrix, a feminine form of the Late Latin name Viator which meant "voyager, traveller". The spelling of the name was altered by association with Latin beatus "blessed". This was the name of a 4th-century saint who was strangled to death after her brothers were beheaded. A more modern bearer was the British author and illustrator Beatrix Potter (1866-1943), the creator of Peter Rabbit."

So I was thinking of Emi too, it means blessed in Japanese.
"Means "blessed with beauty" from Japanese e "blessed" or "rich" and mi "beauty"."